I made a joke that only I laughed at.
the joke was hilarious to me.
the joke made so much sense to me.
it was funny to me so i laughed as everyone watched me collapse in laughter
they gave me looks like, "thats not funny at all. you're stupid."
i kept laughing and thought, "life is a joke that only you laugh at."
and directing the statement in the 2nd person, i thought, "how fucking sad".